The Price of Pleasure

Sometimes, one has to pay the price for his/her act of total abandonment.
And like all punishments , there is never a good time for it.

Retribution strikes with a vengeance for my irresponsible behavior.
It wreaks havoc on my already unsettled and uncertain life and toys with my mixed and confused feelings.

Unlike the past, there's no escape for me.
I face the future that appears to hold so much hope and yet so little choices.

The burden seems to weigh heavier than ever and it irks me to no end that I face the consequences alone.

Celebrations With A Bang?

Another year had gone past in a whoosh.
While the invigorating frolick with The Player had most certainly brightened up the start to my 2007, I couldn't help but wonder about the days to come for this brand new year.

It is somewhat amazing how ironical life can be or rather, how cruel it can be...
I had languished over a failed relationship; probably committed 1001 rash and irrational acts; and for most parts, drifted about aimless and lost.

Just when I believe that I might have found a direction out of this mangled mess, I am thrown off-guard by the unforeseen turn of events.
And the unexpected, even though much welcomed, has chosen the worst possible timing ever.

If only I can have an indication from some higher beings:-
2 options (both incredibly hard and painful)... I'm torn.... which IS the right decision?
I'm not too sure when I'll ever be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel in this case...